you probably dont need vintage to blog

2005-12-10T22:59:00.000+08:00

you have my attention
like you've had all along

hongkong in 4 days.
and im slightly dreading it.
ahhhhhhh noo don take me away frm singapore

anyhow, infused was GREAT :D
GREAT, He is. (:

so its time for rededication.
many things holding me back
but yes, STRONG I AM.
HWAHAHA.

beautiful pearl, yes lord here i am. (:

2005-12-05T22:30:00.000+08:00

And I bet you've got every word I said memorized in your head
And you'll use every one of them against me

camp, sofitel.
AND MY USELESS NEEON IS TAKING FOREVER TO CHARGE.
like, i cant sleep without it?!

and did i mention i HATE packing.
four days frm now, till then.

2005-12-03T11:37:00.000+08:00

not because you love the song
but because you love to sing

woah, after grad evyting's like BOOM.
like lots of post-grad probs.

1. no $$.
man, i wished grad was free
2. dry skin
like srsly man, i don ever wna wear makeup in my life.
3. no time
i cant even get all my camp stuff!

oh and my oh-so-expensive highlights is like ahmuhgawd, making my hair wither.
ahhhhh how to go out and show the world.
whatever. cant wait till hongkong comes

2005-11-30T14:32:00.000+08:00

so there, GRAD.
i think i look like crap lah
but who cares!
haha nvr took so many pics in my life.

im lazy to blog so go figure how was it like
haha

2005-11-28T01:14:00.000+08:00

-

sorry,
im music deprived
so no lyrics for today.
i cant even think of lyrics to put on my msn nick lah.
dear police force,
please stop catching illegal download-ers like me.

hahah righhht.
so ive just finished working for my million bucks and im freeeeee !
teeeheeeheee
but im looking like shit
and i SOUND like shit.

lost my poor voice during the fair.
oh where oh where can my.. okay shut up

AHHHH.
okay time to sleep.
my muscles are scrrrreaming

2005-11-21T23:31:00.000+08:00

R is for red
and red is for me!

haha okay sorry lame title.
anyhow ive got my red streaks!!
HSBGEKYT@$r#r$t$#%

and finally the grad stuff.
my legs are brrrreaking

kelly's farewell tmrw.
really really gna miss tht girl a whole lot.
like seriously,
i dont see why evyone's leaving sgp.
even those i dont even get in touch with much often
i'll still miss their presence all the same.
all these leaving seems kinda empty.
-shrug

at least im really glad i cherished them before they left. (:
and EVEN MORE glad tht theres still the best left in sgp always there for me. :D

2005-11-18T18:54:00.000+08:00

FWAH.
the big Os is like finally over
I SERIOUSLY CANT WAIT TO START HOLIDAYS
hahaha
and first and foremost,
get my freaking hair RED.

whoohoo.
and my voice is BREAKING
after all tht crap screaming and jumping arnd the skl
haha okay maybe not

2005-11-17T22:41:00.000+08:00

In the fight between my heart and mind
No one really wins this time
In the endless fight of grace and pride
I don't want to win this time
I don't want to win this time

and tmrw,
im finally freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

MAYBE i shd try getting my chem right first.

2005-11-12T10:11:00.000+08:00

good news : im much fairer. (:
bad news : im abnormally pale.

im getting a really bad temper,
like ive just added more people on my black list.
PFFFRT,
THIS OS THING BETTER FINISH FAST.

2005-11-06T20:59:00.000+08:00

THE OS ARE TMRW,
LIKE TMRW.

and i really CANT take it.
im losing my memory evy single min
even the I-THOUGHT-IM-VERY-GOOD-AT emath?!
i got like 62.5% for the last paper i did.
woah jael.

and the dumb exams are tmrw
ss, even worse.
i cant even rmbr a single crap chapter
and the worse thing is
NOT EVEN A SINGLE PERSON IS ONLINE
LIKE WHAT ARE THEY DOING AT HME?

everyone's normal and studying normally.
I CAN TAKE IT
I CAN TAKE IT
I CAN TAKE IT.
im gonna so get all my A1s hands down.

i just need to call the girlfriend.

2005-11-03T00:49:00.000+08:00

two words :
SS SUCKS.

woah, note the alliteration.
and is there even a difference between diplomacy and deterrence.
and congrats,im the only one in this whole island NOT studying venice, woohoo

And in case you were wondering, you are everything to me

2005-10-28T00:35:00.000+08:00

im JEA-LOUS.
PFFRT, seriously scare myself too much.
and im NOT going to study physics i say.

who cares abt radioactive decay ANYWAY.

2005-10-19T09:50:00.000+08:00

it's taken everything in me
just to forget your sweater so far

all those bday money i cant spend,
the night light bought frm serene i cant fix.

TSK,
-pulls hair

youve got me down on my knees
and i proclaim,
ALL HAIL THE HEARTBREAKER

2005-10-13T11:15:00.000+08:00

like temperatures when theyre at their coldest

i just realised tht many bands start with THE.
like,

THEstartingline
THEjulianatheory
THEused
THEpostalservice
THEearlynovember
THEacademyis
THEallamericanrejects
THEataris
THEmotioncitysoundtrack
THEbravery

like seriously, i cld go on FOREVER.
and when can i start dling songs again w/o being scared tht i'll get caught and jailed. ):

2005-10-06T23:28:00.000+08:00

commit this to memory

IM FAT, FAT, FAT.
seriously shd stop munching on chocs while studying.

so now im
FAT
PIMPLY
UNPROPORTIONATE.

and i seriously have no life.
sheesh,
look at wht studying's doing to me.

lets all go burn the books.
raaawrr.

2005-10-02T23:36:00.000+08:00

the world would never take,
the world would never take You away

no one could ever take You away. (:

okayokay, go sleep jael.

2005-10-02T22:47:00.000+08:00

DONT WANNA STAND HERE AND SHOUT YOUR NAME
AND WALK AWAY AND FORGET YOUR NAME
I STAND FOR YOU IF THATS ALL I DO
CAUSE THERES NONE THAT COMPARE TO YOU
AND ALL I WANT IN THIS LIFETIME IS YOU
AND ALL I WANT IN THIS WHOLE WORLD IS YOU

TELL THE WORLD.

2005-09-28T00:19:00.000+08:00

sentosa 260905
hands down,
this is the best day i can ever remember

(: love you girls truckloads! :D

2005-09-18T23:43:00.000+08:00

fall in love and hold nothing back

SO.
enough of pining and wishful thinking.
not like its going to reap anything.

anyhow,
i mean it.
its the end.
and you'll just be my dirty little secret.

my heart is yours,
to break or bury
or wear as jewellery
~~whichever you prefer~~

(:

2005-09-09T23:19:00.000+08:00

mistakes we knew we were making

RANDOM THOTS ON MY MIND NOW >>
1. ZEN NEEON IS SO CUTE.
oh please la look at the colors and the stick onssss
(AND THEY HAVE IT IN RED, GREEN ORANGE!!! :O!!)
2. fall out boy is gooood.
3. i can so imagine myself in SA uniform. (:
4. WHAT TO WEAR TMRW?!
5. havent bathed, so smelly.
6. sleep with hair wet or don wash hair? :/
7. ZEN NEEON IS HOT.
8. the cave! :D
9. hands down - dashboard confessional
10. ZEN NEEON.
11. i did 3 chem papers today! :D see, im gonna get a1 and go SA
12. ZEN NEEON CAN LAST UP TO 16HRS AND HAS EARPHONES IN TEN COLORS!!!.. YADAYADA
13. high-school pullover
14. tmrw is saturdayyyy!! woohoo
15. ZEN NEEON HAS COLORED SCREEN

okay nights.

2005-09-06T23:04:00.000+08:00

always up or down,
never down and out

late nights and early mornings
long hours yet short memories.
sigh, studying has finally taken a toll on me

so empty.
i'll still continue to run the race for You anyhow. (:

the first thing i wanna do after prelims is EXERCISE.
the first thing i wanna do after Os is PLAY POOL.
DAMNIT.

2005-08-28T15:44:00.000+08:00

maybe it wasnt good enough,
but i gave you all i could

what a happening day ystd.
interweaving thro happy and sad and excited.
hahah new discoveries and disappointments?
anyhow, i still love everyone the same.

(so don u go on saying I DONT LIKE _____ OKAY, GIRLFRIEND!)

hahaha

2005-08-27T11:36:00.000+08:00

so scream, i heard about your message
and how it reeked of your indifference

like please,
whats up with me and taking back sunday.
haha off to buy picks picks picks ltr!
and grab tham's present as well
cant wait for comb cell ! :D

NOT CHEEM AT ALL, NOT CHEEM!
hahah :D
having weird dreams lately
my frens criss cross into the picture?
-shrug

and maybe if you were in my shoes,
you'll finally understand how i feel

2005-08-24T23:38:00.000+08:00

alright, alright slow down

how hectic.
and i don even feel like blogging.
but why am i here?
simply cos i just wna say,
EW.

what alot of icky things happened today.
so fishy lah.

take back eveything you ever said
you never meant a word of it
you never did.

i so love tbs :D
they just put everything i wna say in a song.

2005-08-22T22:40:00.000+08:00

cos im a wishful thinker with the worst intentions

TOO MUCH, I SAY.
too much of this, too little of that.
okay enough.
you see, i need my space sometimes.

SING LIKE YOU THINK NO ONES LISTENING
YOU WOULD KILL FOR THIS,
JUST A LITTLE BIT,
JUST A LITTLE BIT,
YOU WOULD KILL FOR THIS.
:D :D :D

2005-08-19T20:53:00.000+08:00

dont hold your breath
cos you'll only make things worse

WHAT AN unhappening week.
:/ but ive been busy in my UNhappening week anyhow
and i lovelovelove it.
GEEK I AM.

cip tmrw,
still planning how to get to church after tht.
and did i mentioned i koped tammy's guitar hme?!!
:O :O
her guitar's such a beauty,
cant imagine how she can bear to leave it in skl lah.
HOW HEARTLESS.
anyhow, im off to strum strum strumm :D

This is me with the words
on the tip of my tongue
And my eye on the scope
down the barrel of a gun
I'll never act this way again

2005-08-12T21:59:00.000+08:00

little devotional

ayye, im falling in love with taking back sunday.

anyhow, received chi Os results today.
cried so much i almost died.
nay, im not gna reveal to the www how much i got
ask me if u wna knw.

ITS FINALLY SATURDAY TMRW
ponned emath paper 1 anyhow.
i cant resist bad influence, see.
bought a red pick!
altho i cant play guitar for nuts.
its cool to have a pick in ur wallet what!
hahah

> YOU MOVE SLOW LIKE DAYTIME DRAMA, YOU.

2005-08-10T12:48:00.000+08:00

i wanna know more, more, more about you.
OH NO.

because you live,
my world has twice as many stars in the sky

2005-08-09T20:18:00.000+08:00

we're gonna die like this
miserable and old

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY! :D
I LIKE RUIEN'S GOWN
URGHHHHHHHHHH
i'll marry the person who designs tht gown for me for prom.
hahah well, kidding

two mocks comin up and a major chem test.
rot rot rot.
yes lah i'll study tmrw.
to my surprise, macs was empty on saturday night
hardworking church go-ers ayyye!

hahah yes, learn frm them.
catching shooting stars soon!
(: laze first, work hard later.

random,
i think my name looks funny.
look hard >> JAEL
happy looking.

2005-08-06T13:28:00.000+08:00

it was an honest mistake

WOAH, my entry just got eaten up by blogger.
TSK. now i have to retype, so stupid wasting my finger muscles!

as i was saying,
its MOCKS MOCKS MOCKS NEXT WEEK!
and im not even studying on 2days of the hols.
woah jael, sit here and procrastinate, waiting for SAJC to just fly to me!
hahah

and i realised i always blog on saturdays,
sheesh, wht a freak.

anyhow, havent decided whether to go to skl on monday.
so waste time lah!
somemore i live so near, might as well use tht few hrs to sleep then leave.

I WANT TO GO FOR FESTIVAL OF PRAISE!
ONCE A YEAR OKAY.
last day tmrw!
but i doubt anyone wants to queue with me frm 2pm onwards.
want to go, anyone? :(

ive got a dumb new ulcer. :/

2005-08-03T18:04:00.000+08:00

someday (i will understand)
; britney spears

Nothing seems to be the way that it used to
Every thing seems shallow
God give me truth, in me
And tell me somebody is watching, over me
And that is all I'm praying is that

Someday I will understand
In God's whole plan
And what He's done to me
Oh but maybe, someday I will breathe
Then I'll finally see
I'll see it all in my baby

Don't you run to fast my dear
Why don't you stop?
Just stop and listen to your tears
They're all you've got
It's in you, to see somebody is watching over you
And that is all I'm praying is that

Someday you will understand
In God's whole plan
And what He does to you
Oh but maybe, someday you will breathe
And you'll finally see
You'll see it all in your baby
You'll see it all in your baby

No moment will be more true
Than the moment I look at you

It's in you, to see somebody is watching over you
And that is all I'm praying is that...

Someday you will understand
In God's whole plan
And what He does to you
Oh but maybe, someday you will breathe
And you'll finally see
You'll see it all in your baby
You'll see it all in your baby
You'll see it all in your baby
You'll see it all in your baby

2005-08-03T17:50:00.000+08:00

reach out for the skies (:

im so in NDP mood now.
of cos larr, spent few hrs under a big plasma tv at macs which kept playing the reach out for the skies song
CHINESE AND ENG VERSION!
HAHAH

oh wells,
when evyting happens
i wonder if i made the right choice.

well, YES.
it just takes more time.
(:

2005-07-30T11:56:00.000+08:00

wake me up when september ends ;

SATURDAY
however, i got dumped by the two girls
one has a wedding, another is er, unwell.
DANIA AND TAMMY YOU OWE ME ONE!

wells, had farewell for dear veron ystd.
was really sweet and all
my dumb solo, how embarrassing haha
she cried qte alot
and i suddenly miss her.
its only when someone is leaving when u will really cherish them

the people who once made up my life so much just faded in my memory

i feel her slippin thro my fingers
now shes gone,
im sleeping with the lights on

what happened to my saturday? ):

2005-07-27T18:25:00.000+08:00

i'll remember to smile ;

changed template :D
im simply too free.
and once again, tests tmrw.

E + A MATHS VECTORS

hahah okayy i'll study, LATER.
just got prelim timetable today.
-bites nails
in week 10.

for some reason, im starting to have erm, fun in school.
CANT WAIT TO VROOM FOOOOM KAZHARRR ON THE GUITAR TMRW!!!!!

:D

2005-07-21T18:58:00.000+08:00

meet you there ;

i just played yahoo pool, downloaded 20 songs, ate loads of biscuits, played the piano, played the violin (which i havent touched for yrs)and played with rabbit the hamster.

sounds very free?
and i have a GEOG TEST TMRW.
its on DEVELOPMENT and it has like 237844364pages to read

hahah
i rather procrastinate and complain than study!
-pulls hair

THURSDAY - means 2 more days to the weekend!
and weekends = don need to study.
my mom just said if i make it to SAJC nxt yr she'll get me an mp3
and my dad said he'll get me anything.

HMM.
slack now, study later!
haha

and once again,
i find myself totally washed away from your memory

2005-07-17T12:01:00.000+08:00

i had a fab week
and somehow i realised
i dont need to compare my life with others
cos ive got evyting i ever needed (:

its all in the small things.

i love you,you,you and you.
and you. (:

2005-07-16T23:58:00.000+08:00

double claps

just back fr church.
awesome as usual.
BUT, minor glitch - bad hair day.
hahah who cares evyone said it was OKAY

nia!
doublt you'll read this but
im ULTRA glad u came today!
now we'll be friends forever even though u may not be going to sa.
haha other reasons too of cos :D

recycled ying's unwanted button earrings tdy and it turned out qte nice on me.
hahaha
im feeling much better than friday.
no more nostalgia, monday blues, tuesday blues, wednesday blues, thursday blues, friday blues.
hahaha saturdays make me happy! :D
for many reasons. -looks at nia
hahah

i NEED to get wax.
and i refuse to use gatsby lah.
its a GUYS BRAND!!!
too bad guardian doesnt sell any other type
:/

RANDOM!
raawr, i need FOOD.

2005-07-09T13:03:00.000+08:00

lost for words with all to say ;

pop05 ystd.
passed dwn posts and evyting
the jnrs are so emotional lah.
hahah
the worst thing was like my cam ran out of memory !!
LIKE %$&%^(#^%*!!!
so i don even hav many pictures lah.
-hides in a corner and cries

anyhow
the jnrs played concerto
and we played springtime.
yep old syf memories flying back to us

went to canteen after that
chaos lah, passing presents
digging for presents
receiving presents
yeah, u get the idea
hahah yanzhu and huiwei gave hamsters
mine's YANZHU.
hes really cute yknw, keeps digging and biting
FINALLY got to eat icecream cake!
after my many yrs in band haha

well, the sect was really sweet lahs
the nice presents and evyting (:

later, went to seoul garden for dinner.
luckily they had foresight and booked beforehand!
ate like anything lah
too bad the last serving was at 945 or else we wld have finished all their food.
hahah
yes and gossips gossips

had to leave eventually
goodbye hugs !
gloria and i were reading letters on the car
:D was really sweet lahs.

sigh, im missing them alrdy.
(: seeing them nxt sunday anyhows!

2005-07-06T15:24:00.000+08:00

THREE TWENTY FIVE

been long since im hme so early.
feels so wrong lah

anyhow, ive tried to save moolah today for pop so i can erm, buy better presents.
so far ive got ten bucks and half the shopping left
so not my fault can.

i left hse with only THREE BUCKS hor. haha
but somehow, my pen ran out of ink
so ONE EIGHTY gone.
then i ate only one buck.
then the stupid youth donation thing
so SEVENTY CENTS gone.
and im NOT stingy loh, yingxuan gave zero can. haha

act i had 40c left but ying gobbled it up, CLAIMING she got no money in her card. haha
i wanted to buy cotton candy OKAYYYYY

right, my tracker's dwn so i cant track pp coming in alrdy.
finally no tests on friday!
so looking fwd to end of tmrw (:

2005-07-03T18:44:00.000+08:00

; temporary adjustments

sunday evening.
so many things i wna do

1. cut hair (ITS LIKE SHITE NOW)
2. buy flat shoes :D :D
3. movie marathon (:
4. pool
5. shop for accessories
6. watch a band concert
7. buy pop presents (ystd wasnt my idea of PRODUCTIVE haha)
8. run
9. change bedsheets (i think they smelt funny ystd :/)
10. talk to people (but hardly anyones free ): )

had a super embarassing dream ystd.

LET YOU IN, LET YOU IN.
I DID. SOMEHOW.

2005-06-26T13:56:00.000+08:00

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

(:
get to know yourself better

2005-06-23T22:07:00.000+08:00

and i dont wna fall to pieces
i just wna sit and stare at you ;

dumb chinese orals woke me up at 8am today.
havent been waking up late consecutively since thurs yknw.
im so gna sleep late tmrw lah
il kill whoever dares to wake me up.

anyhow, sent yvonne off today.
keeps reminding me of mel's departure
altho it was so diff in so many ways?
:/

slacked arnd at airport aft tht with fel,clar,weilin
chocolates !
hohoho and i became so crappy i was UNfunny.
but they were all really GREAT company.
(:

im gna study tmrw !
believe it or not.
i don care okay i MUST finish hwk by tmrw

2005-06-21T19:24:00.000+08:00

; you wont get to see the tears i cry

back fr band camp.
LACK OF SLEEP
and i tell u the mep rm sucks lah
no reception at all
like some bomb shelter

overall it was okay.
but some WETBLANKET stopped us fr night-gaming.
which is SO the funnest part of camp. :(
but noms was funny
evyone getting freaked out and anyhow.
alvamar so totally killed the jnrs.
hahah

and i just got reminded theres PHYSICS AND CHEM PRAC TMRW.
:| dont like.
and pop's in like, a few weeks
and and and skl reopens, nxt wk.

harhar
ive got alot of randomness now.
many FLASHBACKS.
i need pool, yes?

no.

2005-06-18T16:47:00.000+08:00

; come ignite my heart

IGNYTE CONFERENCE ystd and thurs!
was really awesome
quite alot of breakthroughs.
some disappointments tho
but overall it was really powerful

but i fell, CLUMSILY
and evytime i bathe my wound takes revenge
haiii.
this wk is over before i even realised
HAIYERR.

and im banned banned banned fr gg out.
:/

2005-06-13T12:51:00.000+08:00

the chaos that controlled my mind ;

AAAH.
so its finally time to settle dwn and study.
i just cant stop playing lah.
wake up, jael tan

anyhow, tried doing abit of work
and i srsly CUDNT.
i cant even play piano loh
i tink my fingers are numb
AAH WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME.

and right now,
all i can think of is shopping and pool.
-punches

2005-06-08T19:08:00.000+08:00

tainted

havent been blogging so long
THAT, i forgot my blog url.
haha
happening week,
and im so tired tired tired.

out in town ystd
at what, EIGHT AM IN THE MORN.
with randall, weiming and wanling
thn had bfast at macs then to pool
then cabbed back to catch cursed.
stupid show lah, we were the only one laughing.
haha
then back to skl for band
BUT, since i live so near i got tempted to go hme instead
haha so once agn, boycotted band

plans aft tht was a secret.
-winks
hahah

one week of hols just VOOOOMMED past
and i stil hav loads of unfinished business.
-wails

2005-05-30T22:04:00.000+08:00

close my eyes and listen to you cry

today has been so happening.
hahah okay mayb not, just tht my life's too UNhappening.
alright alright,
i missed shopping so much tht im quite sick of it now.

okay, it doesnt have to make sense.
im SICK of pinafore.
why must there be lessons in the morning?!

WHY WHY WHY.
YES, BAND TMRW !
okay, laugh at me im number one band freak
missing so many faces. (:

2005-05-28T21:49:00.000+08:00

You are the way
the truth and the life
We live by faith
and not by sight for you
We're living all for you

one way, Jesus :D

2005-05-28T15:01:00.000+08:00

you made your misery my company ;

saturdays are never unhappy
(: and oh shite,
look at the time.

im off.

2005-05-25T18:22:00.000+08:00

FOR ALICIA, CHARISSE AND KELLY :
CLICK
:D

2005-05-23T16:25:00.000+08:00

I swam across
I jumped across for you
Oh what a thing to do
Cos you were all yellow

i didnt touch chinese at all today
what a goooot girl
and all i did was sleep sleep sleep lah
i woke up at 10 and i slept at 2 again

yes jael,
go get a life.

JUNE, JUNE, WHERE ARE YOU

2005-05-20T18:52:00.000+08:00

I'm lifting you up
I'm letting you down
I'm dancing till dawn
I'm fooling around
I'm not giving up
I'm making your love
This city's made us crazy and we must get out

(:

2005-05-16T22:49:00.000+08:00

great.
noones online
welcome to loner world.

and my mom just killed me
STOP TALKING TO ME ABOUT JCS LAH
not like i havent heard enough.

and did i mention paris hilton is UGLY

pointless.

Somebody save me
Somebody take my hand and
Lead me where there's
No tears, no pain
One time for a change
Somebody hold me
Tell me everything's gonna be okay
I'm asking, begging please
Somebody save me

2005-05-12T19:40:00.000+08:00

they all fall down ; toysoldiers

just saw so many photos.
and i feel so I WANNA GO JC NOW !
but on the other hand
i feel so IM GNA MISS STNICKS LIKE HELL
don misunderstand, its all for the food

but still.
I CANT WAIT TO GET OUT OF THIS STUPID SCHOOL.

i so like AC and SA uniform.
(:

2005-05-08T21:44:00.000+08:00

only one

not online :
WHO - express ppl
WHY - studying
WHAT - chi prelims
WHEN - tmrw
WHERE - home
CONCLUSION - evyone is stupid except jael tan cos only TEN wds tested out of the TWO THOUSAND we're supp to study for.

okay
back to studying

2005-05-02T20:21:00.000+08:00

crap
its only me and the devil now
ALONE.

2005-05-01T13:50:00.000+08:00

i dont care what people will say
im running after you

i hate red markers
the stupid marker stained my whole bag
MY FAVE BAG
must be forgot to cap it after cell yst
almost died scrubbing
and it still has pink stains.
dynamo is lousy i tell you
cheat ppl money

sports day on fri
corrupt society i tell u
and my last sports day
lousiest one los
boringiest EVER

chinese mock on tues
its spoiling my holiday
:(

2005-04-22T19:29:00.000+08:00

shit
my hair is killing me again.
the fringe suddenly looks so er, black.
like since whn was it BROWN huh

okay shut up
i want to dye my hair NOW

2005-04-16T12:34:00.000+08:00

uploaded pics !
get them here.

2005-04-16T11:41:00.000+08:00

GOLD.

for the first time in 13 yrs baby !
no more ~~SILVER~~
we're finally ST NICHOLAS GIRLS SCHOOL THE GOLD BAND !
hehhh

ytd
before syf the atmosphere was damn tensed up la
evyone checking for saliva, stuck slides, stuck keys
all the WHAT IF MY KEY GETS STUCK HALFWAY?!
WHAT IF SUDDENLY GOT SALIVA?!
yeah, u get the pt

tuning room.
sounded very good but evyone thot it was just the echo lah
miss sia kept saying stuff like
COME ON ITS UR CONCERT EVYONES WAITING TO WATCH YOU!
(act evyone waiting for results)

finally on stage.
not scary at all
first thing - it was so hot, not cold at all
second - so many million ppl
third - judges sit anyhow like nobodys business

i so totally screwed up 192
almost dieded with guilt

got out of stage
gloria and i cried like shit
DONT ASK ME WHY
then some weird guy was like YOU GUYS PLAYED SO WELL, WHY CRY?
ayye i dno la

results took forever
judges think theyre kings lah
BAND 148 CHIJ ST NICHOLAS GIRLS SCHOOL - GOLD !
gosh we screamed and jumped so bad
even tho the idiot cameraman told us not to jump or we'll fall but WHO CARES LAH
lilin, vanessa, yanzhu and i jumped like mad lah
cries and hugs and BAND CHEER ! (:
shueli cried like we got bronze or sth haha

back on the bus
DAMN HIGH
and i mastered the tamborine !
okay, sort of

back to skl then to kfc for celebration
snapped lots of pics on the way
shall upload later, imagestation is crazy
like hello, the whole kfc stared at us like mad lah
STARE YOU OUT
erm.

i bet evyone has a really bad sore throat now.
okay we're damn complacent now
BUT WHO CARES
we've waited so damn bloody long
so nothings gna stop us now :D

2005-04-14T21:37:00.000+08:00

SYF TMRW.
and i cant believe we just shouted to the field SNSB GOLD WITH HONOURS after band prac
like idiots huh
oh wells

lets see.
i have lit test tmrw but forgot to get kotc fr lirong.
i have ss stuff due tmrw morn but forgot to bring home ss textbk.
i have syf tmrw and my throat hurts like shit
i have syf tmrw and my skirt is so loose its dropping off
i have syf tmrw and i don have my SL badge
im supp to write notes for ppl and im still here.

go and die la jael tan.

2005-04-11T17:29:00.000+08:00

being sick sucks.
like yucks
i rather go to skl and band prac

2005-04-08T21:32:00.000+08:00

switch over

friendster is irritating.
its almost impossible to write a testi.
harhar

wanted to go dwn for self prac after skl
and hello, i really wanted to los
stepped inside the room even
but was so late alr
and the dumb movie was starting
so, me and lirong left for town

caught the pacifier !
was er okay la
walked arnd town
seriously, window shopping is a big mistake
make me want to but more stuff only

tmrws saturday !
the day i love (:

2005-04-04T10:48:00.000+08:00

i can see it now
the fragrance and the essence of my king

went for redrain ystd
was fab ! haha
hardly jumped so much since i dno whn
towned aft tht
weilin and i almost died trying to find our stuff

din go to skl tdy
my voice is dying
and my calves are err aching
now u knw how lousy my muscles are

off to catch spongebob (:

2005-03-31T19:24:00.000+08:00

if i was a wealthy girl

3 consecutive band prac days
its killing me lah
i srsly nv wna touch my horn again

finally time off tmrw

i hope i fall sick tmrw
dont wna go to schooollll
but thn again.
SEC FOUR YEAR.

evyones saying things tht contradict wht i see
who am i supp to believe
YOU tell me

whtevr this entry's crap

2005-03-27T21:53:00.000+08:00

i love being with my friends because i can do anything i like and they will never judge me

(:
yes i dont have to have eth in the world cos ive got you
and ure all i need

(:
i see red,
raining dwn on me

whn ure in a gd mood eth goes well for u eh
im even beating SOMEONE 21-10 at minesweeper
hahahaha

2005-03-25T18:43:00.000+08:00

why cant the world see
the way im trying to step out
of YOUR shadow

went swimming tdy.
and i obviously still cant stick my head out of water.
HAHAHA
caught ms congeniality 2 after tht
was okay la

oh and i cant stand my stupidity
u knw i bought this skirt at the expo on sunday
i bought M size
thn it was too big
so i changed it to S size.
right, so i went home and realised it was too small
SO, i changed it to M size
thn it was too big
SO, i went to change but i saw a nicer design
so i bought S size for it
and i went home and it was too small. URGHH
and the stupid act smart lady went to cut off the tag so i cant change anymore.

GRREAT.
so anyone wants to buy a light purple-pink skirt?
$36, price negotiable.

(sorry weilin im copying ur idea of selling things online. hurhur)

2005-03-21T18:39:00.000+08:00

OH MY GOD
theres this really BLACK lizard on top of my bed
and the worst thing is i really wna bathe but i cant COS THE LIZARD IS SO NEAR THE WARDROBE !
AAAAAAAAAAHHH
somebody save me

wheres dad whn i need him. :/

2005-03-21T17:56:00.000+08:00

tip me over and pour me out :D

im VERY bored.
supposed to be studying
i can only do hwk u knw
i CANNOT study
i rather do hwk than study

raawh im hungry
for no reason all the food at home disappeared.
OR MAYBE
they all got eaten up by me alr !

HAIYO.
im so bored

dingdongbell.
pussy in the well !

2005-03-18T14:46:00.000+08:00

There's not much going on today.
I'm really bored, it's getting late.
What happened to my Saturday?
Monday's coming, the day I hate.

I'll sit on my bed alone
Staring at the phone

He wasn't what I wanted,
what I thought no.
He wouldn't even open up the door.
He never made me feel like I was special.
He isn't really what I'm looking for.

This is when I start to bite my nails.
And clean my room when all else fails
I think it's time for me to bail.
This point of view is getting stale.

Sit on the bed alone,
staring at the phone.
He wasn't what I wanted,
what I thought no.
He wouldn't even open up the door.
He never made me feel like I was special.
He isn't really what I'm looking for.

Na na na na na na,
we've all got choices.
Na na na na,
we've all got voices.
Na na na na na,
stand up make some noise.
Na na na na,
stand up make some noise.

Sit on the bed alone,
staring at the phone.
He wasn't what I wanted,
what I thought no.
He wouldn't even open up the door.
He never made me feel like I was special.
He isn't really what I'm looking for.

He wasn't what I wanted,
what I thought no.
He wouldn't even open up the door.
He never made me feel like I was special.
Like I was special,
cos I was special.
Na na na na na.

2005-03-16T22:29:00.000+08:00

mockingbird

stuff about tdy tht i cant be bothered to put in sentences :
- cut hair (i look like a ball)
- lost my ring WHICH WAS SEVEN BUCKS
- bought pencilcase :D
- bought swimsuit
- dont knw wht to do with nuggets
- dont want to go for lessons x 10
- dont want to go for band x 100
- dont want to go for tuition x 10000
- dont knw how to do friendship dance
- need to cut toenails
- ulcers dont hurt anymore (:

my words have great impact. like wow, it was only one sentence.
hohohahahehe
okay fine i shall stop talking abt it

2005-03-14T21:19:00.000+08:00

i was sick of all the fake smiles
the pretense, the hypocrisy.
somehow, things becomes better just whn u hate them
and things get worse just whn u like them.

THIS,
is the real meaning of ironic.

(im cool)
hurhur.

2005-03-10T21:09:00.000+08:00

my sister's phone is irritating.
i dont understand why people want to buy phones which blink and blink lar and whn theres a msg it goes beepo beepo
NOISY.
and the worse thing is tht it wont stop beepo-ing until u read the msg.
how lame is that.

i got like 534138 thousand million ulcers
actually only 2
but it hurts like @$^$&*$*#^ !!!

lirong and i are drawing stupid pics now.
shes stupid and irritating

MY
MOUTH
IS
SO
PAIN

save me, somebody.
and my hair is overgrown
i need to cut it

it looks like grass lor, seriously

2005-03-05T20:53:00.000+08:00

theres always something

caught series of unfortunate events tdy !
was really really gd haha
owe loads of debts now though
blurghh
got friendship rings (:
cant believe i act spent 6hrs in j8
yea, got cheated of the RI tingy
but had fun lah

conversion.
hahahaha
its making me laugh like anything

okay hav to rush out tuition hw now.
and where am i gna dig out 16 bucks by mon?
shoot.

2005-03-05T00:09:00.000+08:00

back fr SCH.
IM SO HUNGRY LAH.
and theres like no food at home at all.

HUNGRYHUNGRY
shudnt hav said no whn mom offered me dinner.
I WAS TOO TIRED TO THINK OKAY.

i brought it upon myself
jus let me starve to death
RAAAAAWWHHHH

okay im jus too hungry,
IGNORE ME.

2005-02-25T21:45:00.000+08:00

cant stand my hair
it looks like grass.

uploaded pics. click

2005-02-24T20:47:00.000+08:00

NONCHALANT.
falala.
erm evyone's into cheerleading now.
err. no comment.

do u dare ?

2005-02-18T22:24:00.000+08:00

caught mel online today!
like FINALLY.
and i really really miss her okay.
and im like gna buy sushi and dim sum for her and shes gna get nice roxy tops for me !
i love the rockstar. (:

im not goin for band tmrw.
i have ULCERS u knw.

its a pity u knw a fren who runs away fr her probs.
too bad.

2005-02-13T22:44:00.000+08:00

my gum hurts.
i hav an ulcer u knw.
and my teeth is shaky.
mayb i hav some gum disease thn all my teeth will fall out.

wht crap :/

2005-02-10T22:17:00.000+08:00

its a crazy, crazy love

boA, u ROCK.
hahaha bought her best of soul cd tdy
am listening to it now :D

went to SOMEBODY'S hse tdy
im so sick of mentioning her name
hahahhaa
the gym and swimming pool and PLAYGRND rocks !
hahahha must must go there agn

thn towned after tht.
HORIBBLE MISTAKE.
all shops closed la stil wna buy wht vday prez.
and i so totally look good in a cap OKAY
(evidence shown in friendster pic)

oh and i won TWENTY BUCKS at blackjack yst.
snake's in luck this yr !
:D :D :D
and i spend almost eth at sakae tdy lar

damn im starting to panic alr
no time for vday prez la
its like in 4 dayss

ohwells
at the most buy evyone honeysticks and write names if no time lor
:/

anw HAPPY CNY EVYONE ! :D

2005-02-02T22:38:00.000+08:00

i was living in the shadow
of someone else's dream

massive shopping with lirong tdy !
fr blouses to working clothes to mini skirts to CAPS :D to jeans to belts (:
uh wells.
at least we both got SOMETHING
but din get wht we wanted tho

marching tmrw.
march march march
CANT WAIT FOR NEW YR, DAMNIT

now i want to style my hair too.
-pulls funny face

2005-02-01T22:56:00.000+08:00

yellow

hahahahahhahaha
i love u sosososo much now lirong.
problem free day (:

claimed money
settled rtc
no nuggets
no weird ppl goin my hse
ahem prob settled :D

cant wait for nxt wk
:D :D :D

2005-01-30T15:44:00.000+08:00

its called karma, baby
and it goes around

sofa coming in 15mins !
mom just came back cos she dropped the mop dwnstairs and had to pick it.
hahaha

a math test tmrw, damn
and i dont wna study.
stupid binomial theoram and matrices.
like as if we'l use it whn we grow up.
and i dont even wna be a teacher lor

sundays are boring.

2005-01-27T21:57:00.000+08:00

its us against the world

MINESWEEPER!
okay now my record is 38sec.
be VERY proud of me (:

im a happy girl now.
easily affected by external factors.
YES. i love it whn the weekend is nearing.

mayb i shud start selling my hairbands.
like, i dont even use them anymore?
ive got so many lar.
can set up a stall and sell alr
okay blah whtevr

cos i loved and lost the day i let you go

2005-01-26T16:36:00.000+08:00

every time im falling dwn
all alone i fall to pieces

i just watched this very very very very nice episode of lizzie mcguire.
yes lah i still watch it
whnevr i can (:

i hate wednesdays.
damn, test tmrw
but i dont wna study
MAKE me.

shit the radio just hung
shall go and prac canon in D again
the ONLY song i can play on the piano

this entry's boring. :/

2005-01-22T18:29:00.000+08:00

im SICK.
and it HAD to be today.
why not wed, thur or fri?
had to be today WHEN IM GNA DO NEW YR SHOPPING.
wht the hell.

2005-01-20T19:40:00.000+08:00

todays color is yellow.
and blue too.

down
down
down ?

I DONT CARE.
i love veronica , NOT.

2005-01-19T09:01:00.000+08:00

keep smiling
keep shining
know that you can always count on me
for sure
thats what friends are for

hoho. BLOG INVASION.
(:
yummy.
in the lab now.
having pe later. :/
rahhhhhs.
first time using blogger.
hoha. go cut hair later?
yay. i hate my fringe.
cant wait for sat. want to get my bag.
oh, had an embarrassing dream again. :/

2005-01-16T01:47:00.000+08:00

keep scaring me with the things i do

charity dinner.

okay i changed my mind
dont feel like blogging noww

2005-01-14T22:39:00.000+08:00

nobody wants to be lonely
nobody wants to cry
my body's longing to hold you
so bad it hurts inside
time is precious and its slipping away
and ive been waiting for you all of my life
nobody wants to be lonely
so why, why dont you let me love you

i love. (:
i shld seriously get off the com and stop blogging.

2005-01-14T19:54:00.000+08:00

i dont knw why but i want to blog again
blurgghhs ??
i really want to bite someone now
REALLYREALLYREALLY
and i dont intend to spend tmrw just sitting at home
BUT MOM WONT LET ME GO OUT ! -yells
i thot she was jus kidding whn she said only once a mth

oh yea i think this is slow but
I AM UNDERWEIGHT.
okay i tink the whole world knws alr
but i want to put on my blog
CANNOT ISIT

2005-01-14T19:28:00.000+08:00

train comes i dont knw its destination
its a one way ticket to a madman's situation

back fr band.
im so SMELLY noww
but i dont wna bathe, oh no
sat tmrw ! -jumps arnd
i REALLY REALLY REALLY want to cut my fringe
must do it tmrw

I WANT TO BUY MY NEW YR CLOTHES !
and shue just had to hav some project thingy tmrw
great great great

and i wonder who ever reads my blog
cos my gbk is STALE
like who wants to knw abt my boring life anw
wait, wht life?

-pouts

oh yeaa
and miss SL said fcuk so loudly today
why, scared i cant hear?
(i really hope ure reading this)

2005-01-09T19:54:00.000+08:00

its alright and its nice not to be so alone
but I hold on to your secrets in white houses

eww my blogskin is getting sucky.
yes i WILL change
after i finished playing the new canon in D
hoho

/ recap
cca fair on sat
i like pirates ALOT
okay mayb not but it keeps playing in my head
blurghh but it was really fun trying to pull people to join band
and lookin at their screwed faces whn we said syf only got silver
:/ silver very bad mehh better thn bronze or COP rite

hm out with fel and weilin after tht
lend them shoes they still complain lar
haha uh wells
i like our neos (:
and the lovely little girl
i taught her how to stick out her tongue !

i dont wna be anything other thn wht ive been trying to be lately, cos i dont have to be someone else just cos of wht u said

2005-01-07T13:39:00.000+08:00

somebody hit the lights
so we can party day and night ;

SOMEONE STOLE THE CATERING !
sdjklbgfadfk.bgk
oh wells in the infinity lab now
ying's playing some stupid game
correction, PAINFUL game.

sick of my blogskin.
nia u owe me an entry noww

2005-01-07T13:09:00.000+08:00

At times i tink we're drifters
Still searchin for a fren
A brother or a sister
But then the passion flares again

At times i'd lyk 2 break you
And drive you to ur knees
At times i'd lyk 2 break thru
And hold you endlessly

I LOVE YING
I LOVE YING
ALOT ALOT
(:
HAHAH
YES
ALOT!!!!!!
SHE'S THE LOVE OF MY LIFE

2005-01-03T23:20:00.000+08:00

but since you been gone
i can breathe for the first time
im so movin on
thanks to you
now i get what i want
since you been gone

skl today. hoho
boring boring
except the fact tht veronica said our class is the smartest express class?
err, say tht again?
THAT was interesting.

slackerooo.
hectic day tmrw.
hate tuesdayss
bleahblurgharghurghhh

2004-12-31T23:33:00.000+08:00

gosh.
u make me want to hate u

bought my love today.
hahah and only NINETEEN BUCKS.
lovelovelovelove
words cant say how much i love it (:

dad insists we have to stay up to countdwn.
urghh even though im so drained.
must be due to the over-walking and over-laughing in town
blurghh and my shoe is so lubricant-less
was like ice skating on the streets lar! haha

i want to go to the countdwn!
see sly sim !
see maia !
but i hate foam parties
like, yucks i rather they throw ice.

2004-12-28T22:17:00.000+08:00

dont u knw i stil believe
tht u wil be here
and give me a sign
hit me baby one more time

did i mention my prerogative rocks?
HAHAHA
yes i love it.

today was tiring.
i tink my feet hurt so much tht the sole was coming out soon man
and zara kids rock!
haha so much better thn the normal zara.
tsk tsk
bought nice heels (:
my first ever heels! haha

tuition after tht.
SOMEBODY decided to abandon me so i had to sit alone
but miss SOMEBODY, i enjoyed myself (:
yes, without you
okay lah hope uve enjoyed urself too :)

im happy today
and the name is

im gna play habbo hotel !
BYE

2004-12-23T18:23:00.000+08:00

feed the world
let them knw its xmas time ;

oh man.
had another embarrassing dream last night.
4th time this wk!

oh wells xmas is coming!
xmas eve tmrw!!
goin mango shopping
hopefully the sale is still on whn we're there tmrw!
by we, i mean me and the scary shopping part!
hahah. starting to go on new year shoppin
alr have a set in mind (:

im so in a xmas mood now.
and i love every single present i bought (:

2004-12-20T16:42:00.000+08:00

scream if you wna go faster ;

sect outg in 2 hrs.
:D late night towning.

sgp finally built a new nice shopping mall for me
which is TAMPINES MALL!
oh man it has EVERYTHING
shops shops cinema arcade lots of great food and isetan and mango and fox and and and
i tell u its incredible!
hahaha
we MUST go there someday ! (: